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Naqib
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-9:28 PM

2007

Theres' no point writing about all the highlights of 2006 right now coz then ill be burning the midnight oil and sleeping at 8 am.so many things happen,and im really going to miss every single one of them. And again,thank god soo much for letting me striking more smiles than shedding more tears..As much as I miss 2006,still, i wouldnt want it to happen again. Let 2007 come and gods willing.There would be more smiles to come and may all the wishes for all the years come true.

and for today,what happened in khutbah really strike me hard. Well actelli i almost cried during the sermons.heh.and hopefully,the one would show me the way.. and produce a reincarnation of me being a better muslim.Insyaallah.


-10:57 PM

GREAT

Ive always hated telling people how sucky my life is.or how sucky it is the problem im facing right now..and when im facing it.i prefer to be keeping quiet rather than having to express and at times deteriorates the already bad bad problems im facing. and also,i cant thank god fully for how forgiving i had always been. I tend to let the gone be bygones and forget about it and look to the future and i believe the way i live is more like Abu's philosophy. for everyday in my life,i tell myself its gonna be GREAT.and the great im talking about is not what we all know very well. I always believe that great have more to the meaning. and my definition of Great had always been Getting Really Excited About Today .
I really thank god 65 percent for being who i am. Anybody can make me angry but ill start pinching their butt and joke around in 10 minutes time. But for the 35 percent,i hated having it sooo much. Im grateful,but being forgiving all the time..is not always the marvellous plus point i have


Nvm about it..for now..







Selamat Hari Raye pade umat islam sedunie ye.. Semoga kambing anda mempunyai Gaya Mutu Keunggulan.Bek!


-8:52 PM

No Not You,The Next Guy!

The spices of violence,maturity and partial-adultery have polluted my mind lately.
no not some porn sites..
but thanks to Rockstar Games for that.
the consistent coarse words.
mild-gore ( theres many more games with gory scenes(GTA))
XXX shops. XXX magazines.
but dont worry..im not a dirty 16 year old perv.
im just having fun with the 5RM worth game
called BULLY.heh.
wait,the original price would be 50 SGD.
but i only got it at estimately 2.25 SGD coz i got it from some
long hair,pierced ears,pierced tounge(i assume)
ahbeng from Berjaya Times Square.

hah! no its not what you think.not blackmarket at all..
its just the all-so-overly-common word called piracy.
and i appeared skeptical when the malaysian police go all the way saying..
WE CANT STAND PIRACY/BELI YANG TULEN or whatever nots their policy is..
wic is very ultra contradicting because piracy shops are continuing their activities beneath their noses.
remember: you can always say u have a better police force in singapore than malaysia..
coz all the piracy stalls were raided like nobody's business.
and whats more,theres a big big big poster by the side at Tuas checkpoint depicting
a nicely paint/drawn/print patterns at the background with words indicating.

PIRACY
KILLS
CREATIVITY.

i like the rhyme really.but i believe thats no joke.
and all the police would turn again SKEPTICAL when they look at your
so-so-nervous face..
luckily it didnt happen for me.
although i realise there was an enormous scanner or whatsoever u call it that
detects anything in ur bag
even UNDIES!


-3:55 PM

Sorry,Its The Wrong Path

Just realize how heavenly tiramisu taste like..
the appearance is damn ugly.
and its soo bitter when u suck
but the taste was wow! when you bite.
but i dont know if its considered cheap..
coz i bought it at 65RM for 1KG of it.
i mean cheap in the sense of Singapore Currency(SGD$)..
right?

for now,im still staring at the NTUC job application form.
its lifeless but sure im seeing hands popping out from it asking me to fill em up.
but since the nearest outlet would be at AMK..
ill just wait and continue contemplating on what would i do next.


Using mozilla to blog really make me think im really bad in english.
they keep on highlighting all the grammar and spelling mistake altho i do it deliberately.

Oh yeah! Asean Championship is Starting Real Soon.
i cant wait to go the stadium!


-12:27 AM

Go Sideways,Its Steep Ahead

Overall trip was nice.
But Genting was no more than disappointment.




that picture explains..im on the cable car..and i cant see a single shit right upfront..
and all we did at genting was hibernate inside the mall..without the sleeping actually..
there was no rides.nothing.for the outdoor ones that is..
indoor looks boring and we just ate,walk around the mall for timbuktu times.
countless frequent toilet breaks,uncontrolled bladder,popping popcorns,slow-serviced marrybrown,tasteless chicken rice,steaming rice at 50 degrees.its boring.

but i'm satisfied with the blizzards actually.i dont see blizzards everyday and having the opportunity to feel,smell and taste is satisfying ...





to be honest,ive been working out on all poses..and none satisfies my wants.i hate all the pose i made.including this..


oh ya,and we made some redundant trips to historical places in malacca. Went and sleep in KL too..and we have an ultra-soft receptionist... "dorang tak bagik ke?"with that you-know-sexy-tone.
hahaha and he/she got that sexy hand-workout to flip a pen.

oh yah,i witness illegal activities happening on streets of KL.Prostitution and it involves gay prostitution. Eeeeee..

alright enough of the trip.im getting tired of Malaysia.
I Want Cordoba NOW!






-11:11 PM

My Name Is Trouble

i had fun at chalet.and ill truly miss every single three/four niners all the time..especially all boys.heh.gotta do this again karthik.

sounds ridiculous,but im going for my first ever Genting trip..and first ever Sunway trip since 1994.yeah 1994 wic is hell of 12 years..Nonetheless..i know im going to enjoy myself hopefully.and adding to the fact that the whole family members are going.im really looking forward.

my feet is itching badly to play soccer on the field again.Nobody's gonna make 49 vs 48 match again?cumon tis time find a PROPER field..Jalan besar stadium or Marsiling field also can..as long as there are proper goalpost proper corner flag.its good enough


-10:14 AM

.......

when you were all too excited,prepared,set,all ready and go.
but it was all broken by a few words by the authority.
you look at him/her in disgust.
you cant say anything at the moment.
the heart was raging.
but all you could say was a Silent Whisper of
"what the fuck".
you're really confused.
the chance have all gone.
Here you are,
you're looking at the most hated face of the moment.
enjoy your stay.
Muse Concert?Do not mention.
thanks.
*smile*


-10:39 PM

Sweet Tangerine

So much for being a prison break fanatic now,i regret completing all the episodes of season 2 and have to wait for effing 1 and a half loong months before the next official episode comes out from the US(22nd January).And plus,im so glad that the twist at the end of the (one of the greatest) episode of prison break was something that give all prison break fanatics a glimmer of hope and a reason to smile..oh shut up i know its drama series..but i cant stop smiling after watching the twist..The likeliness of it happening was soo unlikely and all current season 1 watchers would say RIDICULOUS!.but hey i cant believe it either..and you want to know whats the twist..aww,that you have to wait up till when Mediacorp would show Season 2..let me guess...err,lets say the earliest would be february maybe..wic is the first episode of Season 2..and im at episode 13!i hope theres no media publication officers reading my blog but honesty is not always the best policy..piracy is!ok its not really pirated alright. hehehehehehehe! *evil*

arghh,cant blame me..its the current major obsessions,that i would unwillingly let go.(the only other obsession i have is muse.nothing else)..and im loving it to the core.but im not crazy over it la.Obsession-Crazy=different.

maybe,this may sound more ridiculous but i havnt gone to vivo since the O's are done..and im not planning to go any sooner? or am i not the only one. Mayb only after i grab on the muse tix..then ill start planning on when to go..heh

oh and yah,i was this close (-) for a trip to Cardiff for two weeks a day before the muse concert announcement only to be spoiled by my mother's suggestion.'No need la'..at first i was heartbroken.i mean i just missed the chance to look at milennium stadium or even to watch Muse concert over there..but what luck,they announced their concert here the day after..so thank god!

and more in that cardiff trip,im only following my uncle,auntie and grandma without any family member involve..it wouldnt be as comfortable ..so yeah not going there is a good idea..hahahaha!


-6:14 PM

StickEyes

I think Stacy Dupree(eisley) and me have something in common.
Really coincidental that the idol like what i Do.
and its very intimate.
its for both of us.
No its not any Celebrity-syndrome
..or specifically..i call it.
The Stacy Syndrome
its for real.
and its all about
we like drama series!
oh you people like it too?
Cumon just let me have the feeling.

You know..it really suck that im jobless right now.
the real fact is actually i DO NOT want to work.

but after countless of matchess in winning eleven and countless of time being online in msn..and countless of times watching Stupid movies [including Gory ones- SAW 2(eeeeeee)]..and countless of doing countless things.i really need a job.
and know what,after doing all these things..i fear of being jobless in 10 years time..i mean what am i gonna do then..and im only spending more money by being jobless...but still the ego is as solid as the Krakatau Crater...and Todd Rungren have been singing to the brains all day and night "i dont want to work and i just want to bang on the drum all day~~"..(dont bother searching it..its a dumb song.)

and know what..i'm eager to get some PS2 games now? Holiday plaza? City Square? anybody?


-9:04 PM

Cavaldi De Parma

Almost get a shock of my life when the desktop background changed from lincoln burrows to
"Your computer has been infected with the spyware,windows are now downloading the most reliable anti-virus system to prevent any data loss"
and took the whole afternoon to reformat the computer.


and plus! the screen also went kesiao...which i think was a separate cause.it blinked and blinked non stop for like 30 mins before it returns to all right.

ahh yeah,although its kind of boring,but the preparations and wealth spent on the opening ceremony of Doha Games 2006 was rather impressive..really! Asian games ceremony was like the olympic.. and i bet its not that long until Doha would host Olympic one day..Oh yeah liya,uzbeks have really sexy dance moves and unique.and they have the different spices looks..Chinese figure,Russian surface and bits of arab.

Know..i feel like listening to scissors sisters..but theirs acts and their videos prevented me from doing so..well,im not a homophobic..but it scares me really to see them that way..im afraid of being influenced.hahaha!..nevertheless,Scissors sisters-i dont feel like dancing..makes me realize indie-disco is not that bad at all. heh.



You think I'm eager to shut your eyes, well
I'm sorry-everybody knows you can't break me with your gutter prose
Would you believe it, she sent me a letter,
The ring, it nearly weighs her down, she's got another boy, oh boy
Steady your ears... read my lips
Poetry is not a luxury, it's how I'll break this home
And when I'm really ill, won't you cradle me?
Man is not a noble animal, but maybe woman is, remember,

I heard you...


-6:04 PM

Un-Blissed

Picture.
For four years, you've been living with unfortunate kids in Congo.
You were asked to do a documentary about them.and it takes 4 long years..
you were very closed with them.strongly knitted.as though you are part of their family.
But,after four years..you're called back.
its hard to leave..you really love the african kids.
they look at you with their teary eyes
But you could do nothing dont you.
you'll miss them soo much.
you wouldnt want to leave them.
they love you.so do you.
but,when the chapter closed.
its hard to reopen it.
it ends there.
even if you're to return.
it may not be the same kids.
unless,by chance.

africans,
they dont have permanent houses.
they moved to anywhere enough for survival.
when it gets too hot and dry.
they move again looking for cactus.
when it too dangerous to live there,
too much predators.
they move again..
looking for shelters and safer places.
and when you return..
you wont see them.
unless you're lucky
...

Only By Chance.

AmIn AfiQ CadBury DiNa ImRaNi HaKiM JoaNnE LiYa
LlOyD
VeRoNiCa SaRaH nUrEsAh zAkArIa mIrA iSkAnDaR pHoToS


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