Sunday, February 26, 2006
-10:54 AM
Love In A Trashcan. thers lots and lots of sex video clips recorded on handphone recentli.its sooo much that it can be compared to number of atoms in a drop of water.perhaps.now its not mats job wholely.theres chinese jc and poly students doing it also.its like cant they maintain their desperate desire.well at least if they wana do it.at least nt being recorded la.its like as if that moment is too hot for them and it needs to be recorded.the precious one i shud say.whereas they can have tons of those when they geet married.cumon wassup wit tat?
im totalli in a state of total confusion.coz i just donno wat to study.as in to open up my humans or sciences or maths.but i end up studying physics..wic i fell asleep for two hours after reading for 1 chapter and fall asleep again for 6 hours after reading 2 chapters.oh god,im being long winded here.and gosh now i need to go for madrasah.its 11 am.madrasah starts 11 15 am..how good am i?and i plan to go out at 1130.quoted from basyir "i tooontt care"..yeah.
im just glad on thursday.coz i had this aura to study and focus like ive never did before.i was in a right state of mind to look at the board and say.."fuck u distractors" and go on looking at the white board WITHOUT DISTRACTIONS.and that can onli happen once in a while for me.coz im a man with dignity and honour and i dont like to pay attention.well it has nuttin got to do.i just took the phrase from a tamil song.
kk god,now my mum is shouting at me to go to madrasah.
Sunday, February 19, 2006
-6:15 PM
Held The World With My Arms Tonight. Common test is coming soon. i just dont feel it.i cant seem to focus.well at least for physics and chemistry.maths is getting abit out of hand.i havnte been paying attention for locus.but im sure im gonna catchup.
my head is spinning listening again to stupid catchy kaiser chiefs song.na na na naa..tats so irritating.but still nice to listen to me.but its like making me crazy repeating the whole phrase over and over again.i don want to be come another amin.let there be onli one amin jasmani.yeah amin is crazy.hah!i tink i like amins dumbness and craziness to an extent.but getting dumberer than tat makes me feel argHHH!!..he acts like one jim carrey ass altho he cant beat jim carreys dumbness tat much.but he is one stupid ass.his teeth are of supernatural dumbness.his eyes looks like one too.but nuttin on any of his body organs can ever beeat his almighty hair.tat looks realli like late einstein to me.but amin alone doesnt make the world shake..not until he combine his crazyness with iswan.
double trouble i shud call them.yes the troublemakers.theyre like two dumb ass making stupid jokes.i shudnt say its lame coz i cant help it due to sheer stupidity.haha but sometimes it makes me laugh..without knowing why.!hey i forgot..i dont have a license to write about them..nahh just accept it as a tribute.
actuali,i write tis due to boredom.and my brain cant work.perhaps it had too much egg.or maybe its sleeping.u know afternoon naps!wake up brain!its time too work.u know maybe i can get some pinky to wake it up.aka strawberry booster.hes pretty nice guy. he helps me when i need him most.
playing winning eleven with my bro is getting a bit bore.i lost to them for like a dozen times!!theyre big bulies..and hooora! my eldest bro is going to be a father soon.he sounds happy!oh how i wonder my nephew wud come to me and say ciqib perhaps.combining cik and naqib.and ill go on smacking the baby and say.GET UR PRONOUNCIATION RITE KID!ahh noooo..alrite.maybe i shud then call him mini qib.aawww.
ah i need to study my english..fine fine.
Saturday, February 04, 2006
-9:32 PM
Broken Social Scene. Life would never be tis easy without computer.U know i suck in art.and i need to draw some kind of infant walker for dnt.and the fastest way was finding pics from the internet.how i love bill gates.
dnt is getting abit out of control.so much things to do with so little time.im getting the boredom again.life.but i know i shudnt complain.it isnt me alone i guess.pitchforkmedia.com is just so cool.all about indie.but it isnt wholely i guess.it doesnt matter anyway.but i just love broken social scene.its soo the snow patrol.
to think of it.im just glad indie is much of more popular among the chinese in singapore.it doesnt realli gets much of support from the malays.ive found a new word for indie listeners like me.Yupsters i guess?tats wat they say in the newspaper saturday.indie just suits ur mood anywhere.ur bored..there are some hippy songs.if ur emotional or in short emo..again there are some sad songs.well shudnt say sad.add on better words for me to urself.
when i read others blog.i always think i have a lousy post.but sometimes people will say "ur post is great today,not like mine" whereas i tink their post is better than mine.maybe i shud call tis "low self esteem linkage" i guess.but i realli do tink my blog is boring.unless i have an idea..but that happens once in a blue moon.i cant flush out ideas like how toilet bowls does to the water everytime.mundane,dull,boring..everything u can say about ur blog.tats wat i tink too anyway.
assesment.tats wat my mother hass been pressurising me with.i dunno wat to say.i jsut have to folo what she say.the way she acted is like as if shes taking the o level.and as if she think tat im not aware that this year IS my o level.i tink i shud hushh.the o level words burns my heart deeply.but i tink nuttin can be worst than "hole in bongo".argHH!.shuddup bryan.
there was a mini 'wrestling' match in the music store room yesterday.hah?nuttin new actualli.onli about two illegal chinese immigrants which isnt already unknown in band.i tink they can give a name to themselves.Infamous Two.ah thats a nice name.as long as they dont tink theyre TATU.dammit they dont even look like one.Chibai?hearin tat word is astonishing.but making the dm shout is someting more flabbergasting.i cant believe it.our dear sir zak shouted his lungs out.hes like so fierce.man!he scared the hell out of my balls.fine better word.heart.u know sometimes being a heartless mat is good.thank god i dont have that heart.or maybe my hand wud lay on someones cheek.oh cumon.stop blaming on others.involving ur china friend,ur dm,ur sl.wats more.why not get ur mum on the story.thats better off.and thank god.me and ur loveli dm is gonna be with u until our departure from band.
my best and more sounds so sucky no matter how good u play.all blame on some unknown Job Tan.he spoils the song.dammit.andy wong suggested we shud play the national anthem every morning.yeah sure why not.but why not u bring the instruments up and down for us.we dont get paid to bring the instruments down.and i cant contribute the effort to come in the dead morning just to play the songs in the earli mornin.and miss some parts of my first period lesson.sheesh.
ive learnt a lesson.never play soccer with mamak.or i shall call them anjdi kupes.thats wat karthik said.rubbish indian mats.gangsters lah.i realli think highli of karthik.the way he talks,the way he say some thing,the way he think.its soo matured and same as my thinking.politics,hindi songs and tralala..tats wat we always talk about.i mean the onli someone hu can be like him is azfaris and khairul.this people do have good knowledge.if i were to ask them hus this president and hus tat president.they wud know much,but notall of course.i mean theyre so not typicall people.
Oh god tarkio is so nice.and arctic monkeys are featured in straits times.wohoo.i tink i need to change the skin alredi.im getting bored with united kingdom.God save the queen.alrite.next time alrite!
Friday, February 03, 2006
-12:52 AM
Nosee Bleeding. Its 12 51..wait before i start..HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYIMAH!!
Ok..its near to 1am.and hell no im not sleepy.and tomoro is friday.Hah..wat else..its the ton.going around woodlands like mad cow earli in the morning while people are going to work.damn school.i'd not like the school if its not for the enthusiastic people.
Ive never felt noseebleeding tis cool.my nose was like bled for few minutes..and i manage to lie down in the bed and put ice on it.for once i felt as if im in wonderland.well ok it isnt as wonderful as wonderland.perhaps the replica of it.
ive always wanted to buy a watch.not the 10-20 dollars watch..i mean the real one as in the more like the bona fide ones.genuine to be specific.honestli all my life,ive never had one..so im attempting my best to get one.perhaps by the end of the year.add that to the resolution perhaps..
alrite alrite its too late alreadi. time check. 1 30.im off